Transvestia
seemingly we were the same two happy girls of yore. But there was a difference, for, whereas I had al- ways come to look on Edwina as a girl, no matter in what state of dress or undress she was, I now came to consider her as just a dressed-up boy. I even felt embarrassed at undressing before her, turning my back on her when I unhooked by bra, slipped off my panties, rolled down my stockings, removed my corset and, in particular, as I removed the sex- deception strapping, before slipping into my filmy nightie and jumping into bed. Yes, there was un- doubtedly something come between us.
Matters came to a head a few weeks later. The only male who ever came into the Countess's house was her brother, the Count. He was a profligate type, having very perverse ideas of pleasure. This I soon found, when, on one occasion he found me alone in the lounge, and at once proceeded to make violent love to me. Thinking he thought I was a real girl, I did not repel him as I would otherwise have done. Indeed, fearing he might give an adverse re- port to the Countess, I even gave him some encourage- ment, returning his kisses and caresses, though all the time wondering how I was going to get out of this predicament. Only when I sensed his questing fingers pass beyond the tops of my stockings to stroke my flat front through my panties, did I real- ize that once again I had been the recipient of perverse love, for the Count pulled his mouth away from mine, to whisper, "You could have fooled me any time, for you make a perfect girl." I jumped up, livid with anger, and ran to my room, heedless of anything the Count might say to his sister. Still, nothing came of it, but, a few days later, when the Countess herself caught her brother and Edwina in a most compromising situation, she immeadiately showed her extreme displeasure for such perversions by sending Edwina to her room. Later she called Edwina to her, told her that she had sent her brother away and that now she intended sending Edwina back to her own sister, with a report on her recent behaviour.
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